i miss youI miss you & sometimes it's hard, But with gods help i'll get through this, Right? People say they Know what your going through, But they dont know the first thing, They don't know exactly what i feel, They don't know my xact pain, Nor do they know exactly where my heads at. So how can i trust a guy that i haven't met, Who might not exist, Who could of put me through all this pain, But knows exactly how many words i've spoken, Exactly how many breaths i've taken, Who decided it was the right time for you & Viv to go, After all that he's put me through, Di miss you
LoveLying here i think about him, He wont leave my thoughts. I lay awake every night, Thinking about his soft green eyes, And his genle, comferting voice. I lay awaking missing him, Wanting him, Needing him. I think about the next meeting, Will he decide he will or wont. Does he love me or not, I love himLove
I H8 HIMI hate him, I hate him so much, But then why Why when i look into his eyesI H8 HIM
It turns to a gaze? I get lost in the wonders of his soft green eyes When im near him my heart skips a beat, When im away from him, I hate him. I dont understand, I hate him but yet, I think im in love with him.
I Sit Here AloneI gaze out as i sit here, Waiting wondering will my life get better? I look out to the drenched ground, Wishing hopingI Sit Here Alone
Why i am i cursed with this family? They still argue, Worst then ever I sit here gazing out my window "God, if you are real, answer what i want...... Lord please, i want a normal, happy family.
Like the ones in films. Lord, if your out there, Answer my prayer" I sit here waiting Wanting Hoping If only my life was better.
Devious Journal Entry
Sadness
wat u bn up 2?
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***I'm soo dense! omg i have to be a malteaser! Luvvin MCR***
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lolz!
luff yhuuu
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I am sendin dis even though we sat in da same room.
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